Somewhere where the orchids grow….

Somewhere where the orchids grow
I can’t find those church bells
That played when you died
They played ‘Gloria!’
Talking ’bout ‘Hosanna!’

-Tori Amos

I had some spotting today and called the doctor.
My first US and OB visit was supposed to be this week.

I had an ultrasound today.
Unfortunately I will have a D and C tomorrow.
No baby. We never got out of the woods, I guess. All this time waiting for the bad news, and now it is here.
We’ll be ok. I just need a little time to adjust my thinking.

Right now I just want to have a cold Sun King Cream Ale.

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7 comments on “Somewhere where the orchids grow….
  1. I’m so sorry.
    Thinking of you.

  2. Erika says:

    I love you and you know you are in my prayers ((Hugs)). I am so, so sorry.

  3. Io says:

    Oh shit. I am so terribly sorry. I came over excited that you live in Indy and ready to jump all over you wanting to be friends. Um, still would love to be friends, But maybe buy you a beer crying friends to start? (seriously, email me if you ever want to get together. Emailforio at gmail)

  4. Amanda says:

    I know there are no words I can say to make you feel better. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I just wanted to let you know that you both will be in my thoughts.

  5. Deborah says:

    Here from LFCA – so sad to hear this news. Even if you suspect it’s coming, it’s still heartbreaking.

  6. amanda says:

    Here from LFCA. I’m so sorry for your loss. I know how difficult this can be. Wishing you a speedy recovery (physically), but ensure you take the time you need to recover emotionally.

  7. Heather says:

    I can’t imagine how you must feel. Hugs.